About
On the surface I’m a good man. But there is a demon inside me that very few people see. I am an honest man, but I’m living a double life..if not multiple lives. I love my kids, but I must do better. I love God, but I forsake him constantly. Not as much as I used to, but I still have…I’m tired of it.
The purpose of this blog is to tell the world that they too can fix there flaws and overcome their demons like how I’m trying. But mainly this blog is for me to read all the stuff I have thought, all my ideas, all of my fears so that I can overcome these demons. I forget too often the struggle of the previous day. I forget why I’m supposed to work hard and build a legacy. My ways and methods of day to day life has failed me. For me, God is the only way I can climb out of this, but I will forget if I don’t blog about it.
Hope whatever I write helps someone.
ydaddy 
YES…….Your words you write, and your expression of SELF does mean and help others!! I have been in Recovery 6 1/2 yrs today, and I to led a Double Cunning, cheating Life. My *Demon* was Addicted Compulsive Gambling. I wrote My story about what I went through, and what it cost Me….not in dollars, but in lost friends and family, jobs, crime, prosecution, time, almost my marriage and my Life to suicide Twice. Yes…..we all have demons………but, Thankfully Christ died and shed his blood to give us a 2nd chance in life. 🙂 🙂 God Bless, Catherine